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Me in my body

I have a body, or: I am my body.

It feels so good to contemplate just this thought.

I do exist – with or without my body. I am. I am. I am. I AM.

Leaving my body when I chose to cut my connection with it finally, it will be wonderful. Non-physical. Divine.

But having a body, being connected with/through my body – different, but so divine and amazing!

In every given moment, I do chose how connected I am with my body. I can sense my body or not. I can determine the degree of how much I sense my body. I can stop thought altogether through sensing my body. When I sense my body, I am with source.

Eckhart Tolle said how when I sense my body I sense That which is between form and formless – between physical and non-physical. Chi-energy he calls it. I love to think about Chi. I love feeling it. Everything I sense – truely sense – is Chi. Chi is my conscious connection with my body.

I love contemplating my connection of physical and non-physical that meets in my body. I love how full of joy and excitement Abraham describes their experience of Esthers body. This intense, focussed, joyful attention to the sensations in her body.

My body is my anchor in this world, in my creation of these dimensions of time and space. My anchor of focus. My anchor of focus that gives the word “me” a meaning. I am. I. I am. I am source. I am me. I am my body. I am intimately connected with everything. And I am me. The great sense of Me-ness I experience through my special, intimate connection with my body. And that is the case for every-body!

I can move my arms. It is ME who moves my arms. Who is ME? The one that moves my arms. Thank you body, for giving me ME – through my experience of you and my experience of you in interaction with this world. It is nice to be me. It is nice to have a sense of me.

You are also Matter. When I will cut our connection, when I will leave you, you as matter will transform, become part of other things and beings in this world. But right now: You and Me. Who is you and who is me? You are writing ‘Me’, but I mean ‘you’. We are so deeply connected. There is no clear line to draw between us – or if there was, there was no connection anymore. I love you so deeply. We are us.

People – I – often walk around resenting you for the perceived limitation this connection means. But maybe, quite the contrary is the case, maybe being through you is what intensifies, multiplies the options for joyful experience. Maybe I cannot do everything I imagine as fast and easy as I want it, but what I do I can experience so intensely. So greatly. So deeply. Thank you for being physical!

I might only be starting to grasp the miraculous beauty of us.

Bliss in this world comes not through transcending the body, getting rid of it, making it not “matter”, becoming only non-physical. I mean: I can re-emerge into non-physical at any moment, if I’d like to. The miracle is not the non-physical, the miracle is being non-physical in physical (or something like that). I came into this world, because of my body. My body is the manifestation of my thought of me. Body you are that beautiful anchor.

And the sweetest thing is to express my love for you, through you. Thank you for smiling back at me through you.
I love you – especially when I see you smile.
I love you – for letting me see. Oh I can see! I can see in this world. Body. My body. Thank you for your beauty!

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The world in your eyes

You amazing being. I love you.

Somehow I must have always known you. I must have – even before our visit to this earth. Since KNOWING you just feels right. And hear this: You are amazing. You are breath-taking to me. I feel so honored knowing you. And more than that: I feel RIGHT knowing you. I feel REAL knowing you. Do you know how truely amazing it looks when you open your eye-lids for the first time in the morning and cast your gaze upon the world? You seem to lighten up the world with your eyes. Even more: The world becomes more real when you look at it. This moment is so special. As if a new world is born to me.

I cannot stop describing how beautiful these eyes of yours are: These beautiful gateways to your soul. I look into your eyes and I start feeling you, seeing you, breathing you. And the longer I look the more I become engulfed by the sensation of you. Your essence flows and burns around me. I so much want to touch you, want to touch you, you, you.

Oh you beautiful being. Do you know your eyes sing like music when they shine? The universe in your eyes. The sweet, sweet, sweet tune. Everywhere, in everything. Can you taste it? The sweetness, I mean.

Your eyes are worlds to me. Worlds that I enjoy so much.

Beloved sweetheart, bless me with the world of your eyes. Let me see.
Blessed be this world, blessed be this moment, blessed be you and me.
I love you my lover of my body and soul.
I love you my dear friend and companion.

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I am here. I love you.

I am here. I love you.

You will march against your enemies to slay them brutally for all the wrong you think they have done?
Do that – I am with you, carrying your weapons and treating your wounds. I love you in your hatred and revengefullness.

You plunge in distraction and numbness to hide from one threatening thought?
Do that – I am with you, listening to your heart in your deafness. I love you through your aberrations and fears.

You are obsessively searching for healing and deliverance within your body?
Search – I am with you, watching over you. I love you in your helpless obsession and your bodily pain.

You are longing for one touch that will re-unite you with the flow of life?
Do that – I am with you holding your hand. I love you in your longing for a homecoming.

You are everything to me. Everything I love, that I find in you. Chose your path. I will always be with you. Nothing – absolutely nothing – you do could ever diminish my love for you. I love you for whatever you feel, desire and do.

And when loneliness comes hunting you, when my love for you seems nothing but a faint memory to you, then I love you the most and I am closer to you than ever.

I am here. I love you.

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Grateful

Grateful for being born,
Grateful for dieing.

I have been laughing tears
since I have received the world in my soul,
since I have given myself to the world.

Beauty crushes my body.
Joy is burning up my heart.

How can I talk to you from the love that is drowning me?
I am dissolving into the night.
I am in love.
Forever.

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